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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 19:57:27 GMT -5
Oddly enough, those words seemed to comfort him enough to the point where he stopped sniffling. His eyes were red, though, and his face was flushed, but besides that he was pretty back to normal, if not a little more panicky. "No contact?" What did he mean by that? Just the stuff that hurt or ALL of it? Iza wasn't sure if he wanted the stuff like this to stop..
"Okay.." he responded a bit uncertainly. "I.. I'm sorry for making y-you mad.." He didn't know why he was apologizing for that, but he was. He wouldn't even know how to explain it, either... Weeeell, maybe he did, but there was always the chance that Hara would get mad again.. Eh, he'd risk it. "I don't.. like it when you get mad at me b-because.. because.. I like you, Hara.. Kind of.. I think."
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 20:32:57 GMT -5
Hara exhaled a long breath. It was as if he had a rough day. I've done worse, but why do I feel like this is exhausting me? He shook the thought away. He felt strange. God damn it. I'm getting soft, aren't I... Hara was hoping that this was a one night feeling and he would feel like his old self the next day.
"I don't.. like it when you get mad at me b-because.. because.. I like you, Hara.. Kind of.. I think."
"... Like," he repeated, getting up. He didn't say anything else. The teen silently stood there with eyes gleaming down at the other male. "You think you like me," he echoed. The face of Satan was on Hara's face, but it wasn't of evil intentions. It was filled with mystery and anonymous thinking.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 20:40:09 GMT -5
Izanagi had wanted to reach for his hand, but before he could, the other teen was up. Oh, shit.. He was being rejected, wasn't he? Why would he ever get anything he wanted? It just didn't work out for him like that for some reason.. He sighed and got up, too, but only for a moment because he decided to turn off the game system from earlier and then sit back on his bed.
"I'm sorry," he finally said for about the millionth time that night. "You can hit me if you want to.. or you can leave. I understand if you don't want to be around me." He looked away.
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 21:02:29 GMT -5
Hara's silence was being tested. He was staring straight at the redhead, hoping he could find some way to react to his confession. The teen held a bored face and decided to sit next to Izanagi. "I told you to stay, didn't I? You can't tell me to just leave like that." Hara swayed to Izanagi's side to bump their shoulders together. This kid really needs a kick in the nuts.
Hara placed his hands behind him on the bed. He rested on them and tried to think like a normal kid for once instead of death traps and killing the poor boy. "And I'll give my witty reply to your confession-- I hate your guts," he responded. Hopefully, the other teen wouldn't break down and cry again.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 21:41:57 GMT -5
Izanagi took a deep breath and let it back out, nodding once. Even when they bumped together, the redhead still didn't look at Hara, but what was new? He'd been avoiding his gaze for a while now and it wasn't really a surprise anymore. "Ha.. Alright," he responded with a small smile, but said smile disappeared monetarily. He glanced back at him for the first time in a while and resisted the urge to roll his eyes.
"I see," he said simply instead of saying anything mean. He wasn't sure how to respond to that. Was it a rejection or was it simply his way of avoiding the subject? With Iza's luck, it was the first, but he could try to be an optimist for once.. Maybe.. The redhead laid back on the bed, suddenly aware of how tired he was again, but he couldn't.. fall asleep.. with Hara here. Who knew what the guy would do?
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 23:15:30 GMT -5
Only a few words came out of the swollen boy and Hara didn't mind. It's better this way, he resounded. When it really wasn't. But when the redhead laid on his back, Hara watched him. Giving his a look, he said, "I thought you didn't trust me."
The teen laid next to him, not touching him at all. It seemed really boring and Hara was going to leave, but he might as well tease the boy instead of going back to his dorm to fuck with people on Neopets or WoW. Right after he made the trust remark, Hara added, "Laying down in front of a criminal. Stupid Ginger, are you trying to get raped or attacked?" Hara smirked, but it was pretty obvious that he wouldn't touch the boy-- since he said he wouldn't.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 23:22:12 GMT -5
Iza looked over at him from where he was laying down and didn't say anything at first until Hara brought up the trust thing. He frowned, then, and closed his eyes for a moment before opening them. "I don't, but.." Or did he? He wasn't even sure anymore. "Whatever."
The redhead blinked when he saw the other guy next to him now, but he wasn't complaining. "You wouldn't do either of those things, though. You said so yourself!" Iza reminded him with a frown.
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 23:43:15 GMT -5
"Just shut up and sleep," Hara responded. "I'll just leave the door open when I leave." He wasn't lying when he said that. He wouldn't care if something had happened to Izanagi. But that would mean something or someone other than me is going to use him... Fucking hell.
Hearing Izanagi remember the little details set Hara on another course. His face twitched as he laid still. "You're right-- I wouldn't touch a virgin," he muttered loud enough for the other to hear.
Tilting his head a bit to face the redhead who had his eyes closed, Hara smiled. The smile was quick and short, though. It was because he enjoyed the amusement he got out of Izanagi.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 26, 2011 8:12:44 GMT -5
"I don't want to.." Iza whined with a frown, turning over so he had his back facing Hara. "How do I know that you won't just go and burn my stuff while I sleep and then leave me here to burn with it?" Exactly, he didn't know. He hoped Hara wouldn't, but he could never be sure anymore.
"You're a virgin, too, though. You wouldn't even know how to touch me," he pointed out casually. He didn't even mean for that to come out as offensive, but it was too late to take it back now.
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Post by hara on Aug 27, 2011 0:05:43 GMT -5
Sitting up now, Hara menaced his eyes onto Izanagi's back. "I will burn everything in here; including the loser." He patted the redheads back harshly as he hopped off the bed and sat at the desk. The boy had muttered something witty in reply, but all Hara could do was bore his eyes into Izanagi's soul.
Wouldn't know how to touch him, tch. He rotated left and right on the spinning chair and dazed at the boy. He really didn't know where to begin. He wanted to eliminate any evidence that could deem trouble for him in the future. "Should I start with your room's new makeover? Or should I take the trash on the bed out first?"
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Post by izanagi on Aug 27, 2011 0:56:34 GMT -5
"Of course," Iza said as he sat up, shrugging. After what had happened, he wasn't really threatened by what Hara said. He had said that he wouldn't hurt him, after all, right? Even though he thought he believed him, he still had some doubts in the back of his mind. "Of course you'd burn me." He was being sarcastic, but his tone of voice didn't immediately point that out. Instead, he seemed as casual as ever, as if it wasn't a big deal at all.
He watched the other teenager move around on the chair, but looked around the room when he heard his next words, not understanding completely. Izanagi had always been one for a clean room, since that's how it had been back at home, so he didn't understand what he meant. There was certainly no garbage on his bed, he didn't think, unless he couldn't see it, in which case he wanted to know about it immediately so he could clean it up. "Trash? What trash?"
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Post by hara on Aug 27, 2011 2:08:11 GMT -5
The cocky attitude Izanagi was giving Hara was pushing his buttons. Obviously, no one has been stubborn enough to go against the little devil, but this redhead stand corrected. Hara sighed and leaned back into the chair, his mood languished. "Sure. I wouldn't because I live by my words, right? I'm not a total bad guy? Yeah. Cut the crap," the teen spewed. He spun the chair around and his back was now facing Izanagi.
"You're what I'm talking about, vermin," he snapped. Really, what was Hara still doing in the boy's room? He had no business there. "God damn it..." he muttered. "What am I still doing here? You don't see me as an acquaintance, so I should make my leave, right?"
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Post by izanagi on Aug 27, 2011 2:23:32 GMT -5
Crap? Iza didn't think it was crap because, from what he saw anyways, Hara wasn't a total bad guy at all. He'd been nice to the redhead a few times today and the younger student had come to like the attention, but now it was gone and he didn't like that very much at all. However, as stupid as he might have been at times, that didn't mean the first year never noticed how to get this attention from Hara. Whenever Izanagi acted sad, the devil was nice to him, if only for a little bit, so he knew he could use that to his advantage.
Izanagi especially knew that he could use it now that Hara was saying something about leaving. "I'm not.. trash," he mumbled softly, frowning now. No, he wasn't literally all too bothered by the older boy's words, but who had to tell him that? That's right, no one. "W-well.. Y-you can if you want to, I-I guess," he continued sadly, "but.. I don't.. w-want you to, you know."
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Post by hara on Aug 27, 2011 2:52:59 GMT -5
Silence filled the room, but it was soon scattered by the low sadness. Sad? Once more? Hara didn't inch a bit on the chair. His body didn't turn, but he did click his tongue. For some reason, Hara was feeling... impatient. His thoughts were literally circling the paths of torture. The other boy continued his plea and the teen wanted to bang his head. Why the fuck are you doing this to me?
Hara turned to face the boy who was still on his own bed. He looked innocent, vulnerable, fragile... "... Go to Hell," he hissed. "I'll fucking stay; just entertain me. I'm bored."
He got off the chair and sat on the desk. He was quite far from the ginger, but why does it feel like he's cornering me?
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Post by izanagi on Aug 27, 2011 3:08:57 GMT -5
Izanagi bit his lip to hide the smile that was forming at the thought of his success. Was it really that easy? He had his doubts that Hara would fall for it, but when the older student did, it wasn't like the ginger was complaining. In fact, he was glad that it had worked out how he wanted to and that's why it was so hard for him to keep the grin from forming on his face. He didn't want to give himself away just yet.. but he was such a terrible actor sometimes and couldn't keep secrets for long, anyways.
I'll meet you there, he thought to himself, but didn't dare voice those thoughts. He blinked a few times and got up from where he was now sitting on the edge of the bed and considered walking over, but wasn't sure if he should so soon.. So, instead, he just shifted his weight a bit awkwardly as he went over his options. "Entertain you? How?"
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