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Post by miyaji on Jul 3, 2011 0:22:33 GMT -5
"Ahaha, Atticus-- You're so red! I wonder why~"
"You are too!" Atticus laughed in return, "I bet you're face is even redder than mine! Ahhh, how cute!~ You look like a tomato. A tomato with blonde hair~" he grinned childishly, resisting the urge to squeeze the other's cheeks again. He had a feeling that if he did that he would literally split apart Kettaro's face from stretching it so much.
"I'll tell you later, Atticus!"
"What's that supposed to mean?" Atticus pouted, "Why can't you just tell me now?" he asked, wondering what Kettaro was thinking about. What could equal a lollipop? Atticus seriously had no idea.
"Actually..there is something else that I'd like, Doctor Atticus."
"Eh?" asked Atticus, but before he could question Kettaro anymore, the other boy had leaned in and whispered in his ear, "And only you can do it, Atticus." Atticus didn't know what to blush about first - the fact that Kettaro was requesting him to do something that only he could do, or the fact that the other boy was this close to him. Kettaro's cheek was warm against his, and if any of them moved their faces an inch then Kettaro's lips would have been lightly touching Atticus's ear.
I can't take this anymore. He thought as he merely looked at the back of Kettaro's neck. I really, really can't take this anymore. I feel like I'm going to explode.
"W-what is it?" he asked softly, "Doctor Atticus can definitely do anything for you, Kettaro!" he laughed shakily, wondering what Kettaro was going to ask him to do.
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Post by kei on Jul 4, 2011 12:08:17 GMT -5
"You are too! I bet you're face is even redder than mine! Ahhh, how cute!~ You look like a tomato. A tomato with blonde hair~"
Kettaro closed his eyes in embarrassment. If he hadn't, he wouldn't have had a lame comeback. "I'm no tomato..." Then he calmed down and opened his eyes. He added, "I'm just Kettaro, at your service!"
But Kettaro smiled at the clueless blonde who was so close. All he could do now was give suggestions of what can equal a lollipop that only Atticus had. Not even Kettaro knew. But there must have been something. "Well... tell me what you have, Atticus! After all, it's only something you have, right~?"
Since Kettaro's cheek was already up against his, the blonde moved a bit to brush his lips against Atticus' ears. His movements were a bit shaky due to nervousness, but his heated head didn't stop him from doing so.
"Doctor Atticus can do anything for me, hn? Well, then..." he backed away and moved his face until it was literally in front of Atticus' face.
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Post by miyaji on Jul 5, 2011 11:42:44 GMT -5
"I'm no tomato..."
Atticus suddenly paused in the middle of his laughter. Kettaro seemed embarrassed, and Atticus suddenly felt scared. Did I offend him? he wondered anxiously, hoping that wasn't the case. His face suddenly broke out into relief when Kettaro added a cheerful 'I'm just Kettaro, at your service!'
"Well... tell me what you have, Atticus! After all, it's only something you have, right~?"
"Well, let's see~" Atticus laughed, playing along, "I have lollipops back at my dorm, but I'm obviously not at my dorm right now. I have gum~" he drew the packet of mint gum from his pocket, waved it around, and then set it on the bench beside him, "But unlike lollipops, you can't suck it. Let's see..." he continued to rummage through his jean pockets, shaking his head every now and then with a "Nope, that's not it~" and after several minutes, he ended up giving up. "Sorry!" he chuckled, "I guess I really don't have anything that can make up for it after all."
He then shifted his legs uncomfortably, because while Atticus was searching through his pockets, he had suddenly realized what could compensate. But it was an unusually dirty thing for a boy with such a clean personality to think about, so he shoved it away as soon as the thought had entered his mind. But it still lingered, and Atticus hated it, because -- well, he couldn't just go steal a lollipop from one of those little children, right? That was wrong! Almost dirty! A horrible, horrible thing to do! And Atticus certainly wasn't the type to search for a fallen lollipop on the dirt floor or in the trashcan, because that was even dirtier!
And then Kettaro's lips brushed his ear.
Atticus felt as if a thousand spasms were setting off in his body, each one expelling some type of different emotion. But it was a weird feeling that Atticus felt. The only way he could describe it was that he felt good. And happy. Really, really happy. Still, these emotions didn't stop the blush that returned to his face.
"Doctor Atticus can do anything for me, hn? Well, then..."
Kettaro had moved his face away from his, and Atticus was tempted to say "No, stay there!" but the other boy had moved his face until it was literally right in front of his.
"A-ah..." Atticus whispered, "W-what are you doing, Kettaro?"
I want to kiss him. Atticus thought, but he bit his tongue for even thinking about it.
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Post by kei on Jul 5, 2011 18:38:14 GMT -5
Is it strange that whenever I look at his face, I get... a really good feeling? The blonde pondered the thought a bit and shook it away. Kettaro enjoyed seeing Atticus' face full of relief--or any of his expressions at that. Having a struggle against himself, Atticus' voice butted in and destroyed whatever Kettaro was thinking.
"I have lollipops back at my dorm, but I'm obviously not at my dorm right now. I have gum~" Kettaro laughed as he watched him pull out his minty flavored gum and set it down. He let his orbs travel from the bench to Atticus' legs. He seems like he'll be good at it, he shook his head away from the thought. ...But that'd be rude to let him just be 'it' in tag all of the sudden.
... "But unlike lollipops, you can't suck it. Let's see..." Atticus continued. The blonde let his eyes move back up to the other male's eyes. Slowly passing the waist, the chest, the neck, the lips... Kettaro smiled genuinely at his little gestures when he was rummaging through his pockets. He noted that Atticus was a cheerful character.
It looked like Atticus had given up and Kettaro straightened his back when he chuckled. "I guess I really don't have anything that can make up for it after all." "Nothing at all, doc? Hahaha! Want me to check for you?" he teased. He knew there wouldn't be anything, and it's not like the other boy was going to let him go through his pockets for him, would he?
When Kettaro brushed his lips against Atticus' ears, he didn't know what to think. His whole body felt strange for some reason. Kettaro let out a small chuckle when he felt the heat rise to the other blonde's head. But he was in no position to be chuckling because his face was filled with blush, too.
"A-ah..." Atticus whispered, "W-what are you doing, Kettaro?" "H-hey, Atticus..." he said shakily as he pursed his lips together. "...is it all right if I kiss you-- I mean, I've never done it, so-- um!" he couldn't hold back his embarrassment now. He wanted to hide or run away, but he couldn't leave Atticus' side. Kettaro calmed down a bit and looked at Atticus' hues with sincerity.
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Post by miyaji on Jul 5, 2011 20:41:17 GMT -5
Atticus hadn't been realizing it, but it was already nearing nightfall. Several of the children were still at the playground, but it was no longer as crowded as it was before. He glanced at the slides, the swingsets, the jungle gym... everything looked so inviting and tempting.
I'm such a kid.
Just then, Atticus turned his eyes away from the playground to see that Kettaro was now looking at him. Atticus wasn't exactly sure where exactly Kettaro was looking at. He seemed to be looking at everything and anything.
He's looking at my body. Atticus realized a bit stupidly. Should I be flattered? I mean, I was looking at him like this earlier. Oh god, am I attracted to boys? I'm attracted to boys. Jesus christ. I'm...I'm...
"H-hey, Atticus..."
Atticus's frantic thoughts were interrupted by Kettaro's soft voice. They really were close to each other, and all thoughts about personal space slipped out Atticus's mind.
Ahaha, Atticus, make a joke! Make a joke, stop being so awkward! Come on, come on... He thought hastily. "Hm? What is it?" Atticus managed to choke out.
"...is it all right if I kiss you-- I mean, I've never done it, so-- um!"
Atticus's face was more than scarlet. It was almost magenta. Purple. Blue. Green. Orange. He didn't even know what color it was anymore, all he could register was that Kettaro had just asked if he could kiss him.
I'm attracted to boys. The thought resounded in Atticus's mind, but this time it was firmer and more confident than it was before.
I'm attracted to boys.
Without saying a word, without making sound, Atticus clumsily closed the gap between the two faces and kissed the other boy.
And that's completely okay.
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Post by kei on Jul 6, 2011 1:09:39 GMT -5
As Kettaro awaited for the answer, he couldn't peel his eyes away. His hands clenched his knees, and he clenched them even tighter when he felt the other boy covering his face. His thoughts were all scrambled.
I think I've...
Hearing no answer, Kettaro opened his eyes, only to find out that Atticus had kissed him. He had closed his eyes again, but in a more calmed fashion. He allowed his lips to feel a soft sensation. The blonde didn't move, he just remained still, taking in Atticus' lips.
No-- I know that I have fallen deeply in love with him.
By then, the kids were gone, the playground was empty. All parents and guardians have disappeared from the place. It felt nice in the park with the evening lights dancing around the two boys.
Kettaro had slowly reopened his hues again and looked at Atticus' calm expression. It was the first time he's ever kissed someone, so he didn't really know what to do. He moved his hands to Atticus' face, gently holding him in place.
He broke away after a bit, and looked at Atticus in the eyes, still scarlet from the kiss. He didn't even know how he could even still speak after that. "I... I've fallen for you, Atticus." he softly said. Then, he paused the nerves in his body. "... That's not weird, is it...?"
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Post by miyaji on Jul 7, 2011 11:26:35 GMT -5
The air was chilly. The weather was cold. The wind blew through the empty park, and each of the streetlamps flickered on as the light from the sun slowly seeped away as night approached. But Atticus felt warm, and light, and happy. He felt like a little kid at an amusement park.
I feel as if I just kissed cotton candy. He thought a bit stupidly. It was the best comparison he could come up with, and Atticus did love cotton candy. Especially the blue ones. Oh, yeah, the blue ones... although one time he did try some odd rainbow color cotton candy and it was really fun to eat (although the sugar value was double and it made Atticus quite hyper and excited) --
"I... I've fallen for you, Atticus."
Atticus merely smiled as Kettaro held him, and looked away a bit sheepishly.
"... That's not weird, is it...?"
"No, it's fine." Atticus grinned, "And even if it was weird, what would it matter? You're...you're still you, aren't you?" he laughed a bit nervously, wondering if that made sense. He suddenly reached up and grabbed Kettaro's hand, jumping up from the bench and backing away. "Come on, Kettaro, let's play!~" He sang, never letting go of the other's hand.
Atticus suddenly paused from leading Kettaro away. He turned around so that he was facing the other boy liked before, stepped forward, and kissed Kettaro once more.
He stepped away, running a hand through his hair and muttered, "J-just making sure that it was real."
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Post by kei on Jul 7, 2011 14:55:20 GMT -5
As soon as Kettaro professed his feelings, the whole world seemed to have stopped. His mind was swirling around with negative thoughts that somehow lurked into his head. Thoughts like, Does he hate me? What does he think of me now? Will I get rejected by stating that? made him feel a bit gloomy.
However, once the blonde had snapped out of it and saw a little smile on Atticus' face, he felt a little relieved.
"No, it's fine. And even if it was weird, what would it matter? You're...you're still you, aren't you?" Atticus' words went around Kettaro's mind for a bit. He smiled widely at his words, taking it all in. "Yeah, you're right, Atti--" Kettar's hand was suddenly filled with warmth from the other male. He laughed, getting up from the bench and followed.
Kettaro's eyes were just adjusting to the evening fall, with streetlights helping him. He saw all the available fun that was on the playground; the swings, the slides, the jungle gym, Atticus...
He was now facing Kettaro. Then, Atticus had closed the gap between the two once more. Kettaro blushed, looking at the other boy who took his first kiss away. And second. And probably all of them.
"J-just making sure that it was real." he muttered, running a hand through his own golden locks.
Kettaro smiled at his cute response and took Atticus' hand out of his hair.
Holding his wrist in air, Kettaro kissed Atticus. "I was making sure it was real, too."
He moved his hand to Atticus' hand and took him up to the tallest slide. There was one thing that bothered Kettaro a bit. Thinking about it made his head feel a little heated. "... Hey, Atticus! Do you... like me?" he asked. What if he says no? With that thought in his mind, he slid down the slide before Atticus could respond. He let out a small laugh to himself--he was laughing towards himself for thinking such stupid thoughts.
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Post by miyaji on Jul 8, 2011 12:28:11 GMT -5
Atticus had never really thought about love or relationships or whatever before. He was always the type of guy who wanted to make the best out of life in that very moment, on that very spot. It wasn't easy for Atticus to think so specifically about his future, but now he admitted that he should have thought about it earlier.
Maybe if he had known that he was gay beforehand, he wouldn't have been so surprised.
Or maybe he wasn't homosexual, maybe it was just Kettaro himself that specifically made Atticus this way. Because Atticus has seen many guys, talked to many guys, hugged many guys, brushed hands and feet and skin with many guys, and yet he had never felt a single centimeter of what he was feeling right now.
Kettaro kissed him, and Atticus suddenly felt a strange, ravenous need and urge for more. As if he was starving for days - no, not days, but months and years - and was suddenly placed right in front of a feast. But he pushed the feeling away, shoving at it and kicking at it until it finally drowned and disappeared.
"I was making sure it was real, too."
"O-oh." Atticus muttered, still blushing, and quietly allowed Kettaro to lead him up towards the tallest slide in the playground. The blush faded away quickly, and the gust of night air that blew into Atticus's face awakened his childlike senses once again. A playful grin appeared on his expression, and the boy began laughing. I love slides. I love playgrounds! This is fun!~
"... Hey, Atticus! Do you... like me?"
"Eh?" Atticus asked, but Kettaro had already slid down. "Hey! No fair! You went without me!" Without another word, Atticus dove into the slide headfirst, and laughed loudly as he slid down. He was going faster than he had expected and he crashed into Kettaro, bowling them both over on the sand.
"Ow, sorry." Atticus mumbled, rolling off Kettaro and onto the sandy ground next to him. "But...yeah, I like you. Of course I like you! You like me, right?"
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Post by kei on Jul 8, 2011 16:36:26 GMT -5
Sitting at the bottom of the slide, Kettaro was left wondering and questioning many things by himself. All that was in his head was Atticus--his laughter, his touch, his kiss... It made the blonde think back on his confession and question. He was getting flustered with himself, so he covered his reddened face. Kettaro knew he wasn't straight, but he hasn't fallen for anyone yet. However, that has changed.
When he heard Atticus' laughter roar down the slide, he turned-- only to be rammed off the slide and rolled off into the sand. Kettaro laughed, getting excited from the giant push. It was like he wasn't thinking of anything.
"But...yeah, I like you. Of course I like you! You like me, right?"
Kettaro was reddened from hearing those words. He rolled himself over to get on top of Atticus, arms supporting him up. Kettaro had trapped the other male, but where else would he go? He looked straight down at his partner with determination and replied with, "I like you, Atticus. I really, really like you!"
Kettaro wanted to hold Atticus in his arms.
"... It's my first time confessing something like this, to be honest..." he admitted, still on top of the other boy. "Haha! Well, there's a first for everything, right?"
With that, he beamed a smile down towards Atticus. Then, Kettaro decided to let loose in his arms and fall on top of the blonde. He started thinking of all the fun things that were coming up in the park and that initiated a laughter, which rumbled both bodies.
"Haha, sorry! I just wanted a short break from thinking too much."
That not it. I wanted to stay close with you--I wanted to feel your warmth.
"So, Atticus! Think you can give me a piggy back ride to our next set of equipment?"
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Post by miyaji on Jul 8, 2011 17:35:33 GMT -5
Atticus was beginning to wish that the day would never end. He wanted to stay at this very park forever, lying down on the sand-filled ground and being able to look up to see the dark, calm sky and then being able to look next to him to see Kettaro. It all felt extremely perfect to Atticus, and he was already forming the beginnings of his blog post. Hey, guys! I think I'm gay - but other than that, life is going pretty normal...
Just then Atticus's sight of the sky was suddenly blocked when Kettaro rolled over on top of him, his arms on either side of his head. "W-wha Kettaro?!" He yelped in surprise, "What are you doi--"
"... It's my first time confessing something like this, to be honest...Haha! Well, there's a first for everything, right?"
"Same here." Atticus immediately agreed, staring at Kettaro's forehead, partially covered with his blonde bangs, and then to his eyes, and then nose, and then his mouth. "Who knew that a Doctor game and talking for several hours could lead to this?" Atticus laughed, tearing his eyes away before he got sucked into that weird ravenous and hungry feeling.
Kettaro then fell onto Atticus, and he couldn't help but laugh again. "You're heavy!" he whined, "I should be on top of you, right?" he stuck his tongue out, but wrapped his arms around the other boy, holding him as close as possible.
"Haha, sorry! I just wanted a short break from thinking too much."
"Alright~"
"So, Atticus! Think you can give me a piggy back ride to our next set of equipment?"
"Of course, Kettaro!" Atticus sang enthusiastically, "Where do you want to go next, hm? And maybe..." he paused, a mischievous glint appearing in his gray eyes, "...we can find you a well-deserved lollipop!" he laughed, his intents completely innocent and childlike like always.
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Post by kei on Jul 8, 2011 20:26:43 GMT -5
"Who knew that a Doctor game and talking for several hours could lead to this?"
Kettaro laughed, agreeing with the boy. All the tensions that were in his body seemed to have loosened up.
When Kettaro fell onto Atticus, he heard Atticus shout out, "You're heavy!" and "I should be on top of you, right?" Kettaro pinched the other male's nose for calling him heavy and laughed. The blonde couldn't stop smiling like a dork, but he replied with a, "You'd have to fight me to be on top, At~ti~cus!!"
Soon, Atticus had wrapped his arms around Kettaro.
The sudden rush of heat went up to his head again. It was like he could read his mind on how he wanted to be closer and closer. Kettaro didn't know what to do--except to bury his face into Atticus' warm chest in order to hide his embarrassment.
Kettaro ears perked as soon as he heard that Atticus' would give him a lift. He hasn't been lifted since the longest time. That was probably because he was too big now. "Haha! Oooh, you're not kidding, are you? You just called me heavy!" he teased. "Would you really give me a piggy back ride, though? Haha, can you even lift me?!"
The blonde's hues shone and the same little smile appeared on his face again. It was all thanks to Atticus' stating that he could find a lollipop. "Really?! Then, take me towards the place with the best lollipop in town!" Kettaro exclaimed as he punched the air with his fist. He stopped, and turned towards the other male. Kettaro remembered that Atticus said he had lollipops back at his room. "I don't mind if it's at your place." He beamed a grin that showed his teeth. All with the motive of staying with Atticus for as long as possible.
"Ah," a thought crossed Kettaro's mind. "I hope I'm not being selfish... Did you want anything, Atticus? It could be anything; you just name it!"
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Post by miyaji on Jul 9, 2011 14:27:00 GMT -5
"You'd have to fight me to be on top, At~ti~cus!!"
"Fight?!" Atticus mockingly asked as he rubbed his pinched nose with one hand, "Is that a challenge, Kettaro?" he raised his eyebrows at attempted seriousness, but the goofy smile on his face couldn't be hidden. I'm having so much fun~
"Haha! Oooh, you're not kidding, are you? You just called me heavy! Would you really give me a piggy back ride, though? Haha, can you even lift me?!"
Atticus merely laughed, "No! I'm not kidding! I'll give you a lift...even if you are heavy!" He stuck his tongue out once more, and then continued to chuckle, "Are you trying to make me not want to carry you?!"
"Really?! Then, take me towards the place with the best lollipop in town. I don't mind if it's at your place."
"It is at my place!" Atticus exclaimed proudly, "I have lollipops back at my dorm! I think we should go there, yeah?" He suggested excitedly, happy at the thought of spending even more time with Kettaro. "And I have other candy too! And ice cream! And we can watch TV and stuff and play games!" Atticus paused for a brief moment, "...And you aren't being selfish, Kettaro. Don't think that way. I'm really happy right now!"
The innocent, cheerful grin on Atticus's face was bright. It was more than bright, it was almost blinding. It was how he felt right now, at that very moment. Today was so much greater than Atticus had ever imagined it to turn out to be. And, god, was he happy.
"...What's your favorite type of lollipop?" Atticus suddenly asked, "Like, big ones? Or small ones? Or do you have a favorite flavor?" he asked cheerfully, already wondering if the candy he had back at the dorm would suit Kettaro's tastes.
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Post by kei on Jul 9, 2011 23:31:46 GMT -5
"Yeah! Fight me, haha! Don't tell me that you're too scared to hurt me?" Kettaro challenged the male in a childish way. "And even if you do... I don't mind if it's you hurting me, Atticus." He threw a smile in and flashed a peace sign to make it seem reassuring. He really wouldn't care if Atticus hurts him or not. Anything for him.
"No! I'm not kidding! I'll give you a lift...even if you are heavy! Are you trying to make me not want to carry you?!"
Kettaro hues were shining. Atticus isn't kidding--he's actually going to lift me! And... I'll get to be really, really close to him. He grinned widely at the thought and Atticus' acceptance.
"No! I just don't want you to drop me, ahaha! All right, I'll just prepare my body! I'll have to get out of your embrace first~" He sang while starting to laugh. "Then, you can lift me, haha!" Kettaro wishes he could stay there--in his arms--forever, but they could have more fun in other ways.
When Atticus had admitted that the lollipops were at his place, Kettaro got flustered. No, he was excited. He was both. The blonde couldn't understand what he was feeling, but he knew he was going to have a lot of fun. Kettaro nodded with his head down to hide his embarrassment.
However, he soon brought up his face with a giant smile again. "Take me to your dorm, Atticus! But what if your roommate pops in?" The male cocked his head to the side, wondering if their roommates were out having fun.
"And I have other candy too! And ice cream! And we can watch TV and stuff and play games! ...And you aren't being selfish, Kettaro. Don't think that way. I'm really happy right now!"
The only way he could react to that was jump happily with his hands clasped together. Kettaro was filled to the gut with excitement. He couldn't hold it down anymore. Two boys who were extremely happy in the park, which were soon to be in the dorm playing games and doing a lot of enjoyable stuff together.
Atticus' questions made Kettaro's eyes widen a bit. "Hm," he started. "I like the type that you have, Atticus! I'm pretty sure you would have my favorite flavor!"
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Post by miyaji on Jul 12, 2011 21:04:41 GMT -5
"You're really asking for a punch, aren't you!?" Atticus laughed lightheartedly. Of course he wouldn't hurt Kettaro. At least, not at this very moment. And he was pretty sure that he wouldn't hit him in the future either. Atticus wasn't the type to resort to violence, he would much rather just bring out a lollipop to try and smooth things over rather than settling it with a punch to the face.
Atticus suddenly unclasped his arms and shifted a bit so that Kettaro was no longer on top of him. "Alright, time to carry you then!" Atticus exclaimed brightly, sitting up and glancing at the boy beside him with nothing but a happy expression on his face. When was the last time I felt this nice?~
"Take me to your dorm, Atticus! But what if your roommate pops in?"
"Alright, sounds like a plan!" Atticus grinned, jumping to his feet, "Although, I don't think I'll be able to carry you all the way there. And, oh, Hiro? I think he's hanging around a lot more around this guy named Kakeru now, so I think it'll be all clear!" Atticus nodded.
"Hm... I like the type that you have, Atticus! I'm pretty sure you would have my favorite flavor!"
Atticus suddenly grinned, "That's great! I think you'll like what I have too!~" He then paused and then leaned over to kiss Kettaro again.
"Sorry," Atticus said as he drew back, "...You're going to have to get used to that."
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