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Post by ariana on Jul 2, 2011 2:17:01 GMT -5
Character(s): Ayame Natsuri & Ren Yukio
TIme: 9pm
Location: Dorm 10A
"AYAME!" Ren shouted from down the hall. He didn't care if no boys were allowed in this area - he just needed to talk to Ayame and fix the mess they created online. "AYAME!" He knocked on the door desperately, not caring if he was waking multiple people up.
"Ayame! OPEN UP!"
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Post by hannah on Jul 2, 2011 2:20:47 GMT -5
"Ayame! OPEN UP!"
"Calm down, god damn, my roommate's asleep!" she hissed, opening the door a crack. "You're going to get suspended for being here. What do you want?" Figuring he wouldn't leave until he took care of what he wanted to, she reached for the robe thrown over the desk chair and put it on, then stepped out into the hall.
"This better be fucking important, Ren. Who died now?"
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Post by ariana on Jul 2, 2011 2:24:10 GMT -5
Ren glared at her. Trying to keep his cool, Ren sighed. "Do you think I fucking care if I get suspended, faggot?" He scratched the back of his head hard out of frustration - She wasn't acting any different, like she wasn't hurt at all - and that bothered him. Was he the only one that felt this way?
"Did you mean all the things you said.. a few minutes ago?" He leaned against the wall, avoiding eye contact.
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Post by hannah on Jul 2, 2011 2:30:51 GMT -5
"Did you mean all the things you said.. a few minutes ago?"
"Of course I did. Just two days ago, you were fine, and now you're back to your old self and...." She moved her eyes from the floor to his face. "I just don't know how to deal with you anymore!" she screamed, staring him straight in the face.
She turned around and punched the wall, almost putting a dent in the plaster. "I'm beginning to think it's not worth it to be patient with you, and that we should just give up and go our separate ways like fate wanted us to." she said coldly. Nothing I said was what I meant, Ren. she thought. But I meant it when I said I was sick of your attitude, and that I'm frustrated with you. Just be yourself again.
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Post by ariana on Jul 2, 2011 2:41:57 GMT -5
Ren's eyes widened as he watched Ayame punch the wall - what has he done now? "Old self?" He twitched - "I was always this way, Ayame. I don't understand what you and Yousuke go on about - Just because I was a pathetic, naive kid a few years ago doesn't make me one now. I grew up." He growled as he grabbed her hand before she could punch the wall again.
"A few days ago you were all nice to me - you were comfortable with me," Ren began to shout. "But a few days later you go back to being the mean bitch that thinks she's better than me? That thinks she's always right?!" He let go of her hand roughly.
"I'm having as much of a hard time understanding you when you try to understand me, Ayame." Ren glared at her, not knowing how to say the next sentence he planned to say - "Is that what you fucking want, Ayame?!" He punched the door -
"All you've been talking about is leaving me alone!! I'M FUCKING SICK OF IT," He shouted. "'Oh, if you do this play with me I'll leave you alone'", Ren quoted Ayame in an annoying voice - "If that's all you fucking think about then why don't you just shut the fuck up and leave already!?" Ren was turning red - he was so frustrated and angry, he didn't know how to cope.
"WHAT FUCK AM I DOING WRONG!? WHAT AM I DOING TO YOU? Is being myself not fucking enough!?"
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Post by hannah on Jul 2, 2011 2:54:57 GMT -5
"WHAT FUCK AM I DOING WRONG!? WHAT AM I DOING TO YOU? Is being myself not fucking enough!?"
Wrenching her wrist out of grasp, she turned away again with tears rolling down her cheeks. "I wanted to leave you alone because I didn't want to bother you anymore. I just brought you more trouble than help, right? At the time, I just wanted to see you smile again." she turned around and looked up at him. "Do you know how hard it was to make that deal? That I wouldn't be able to be around you anymore?
"I still care about you, Ren. As much as I did ten years ago. I can tell that bad things have happened to you between then and now," she said softly, wiping the tears from her eyes. "I know that you've been hurt, and I wasn't there to help you. But I'm here now, okay? So please just..." She looked up at him with tears running down her face. "Please just let's be friends again." she finished, throwing her arms around his neck.
"I'm sorry...." she sobbed. "I'm sorry I let them hurt you. I didn't go a day without thinking about you, though. Every day for the last ten years, I thought about what you were doing, even if deep down I knew you might not even remember me. But..." She took a breath, and tightened her arms. "I always knew I'd find you, and we'd be friends again. You, me, and Yousuke."
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Post by ariana on Jul 2, 2011 3:06:02 GMT -5
Ren was completely speechless.
He was angry - angriest he's ever been ever since he's got to Aozora - and next thing he knew that feeling vanished just after a few simple words Ayame said. "....Ayame.." He hesitated at first, but he put his arms around her. Ren was astounded - he expected a few punches to the face after he said the things he said, and in the end he got a hug from the girl that meant the world to him.
He felt Ayame's tears on his shoulders, and he hugged her tighter. "Ayame, stop crying." Ren swore he felt tears coming - but he immediately stopped them. Crying right now wasn't going to do anything. To him, crying was weakness. And he... couldn't show that side to Ayame. Or could he...?
"Don't apologize, fucking idiot. What happened these past years -" He paused to think, his heart beating faster each second. "They don't matter. Don't put that weight on your shoulders and apologize, okay --? It's... not your fault." He took a deep breath.
"These past ten years were probably the worst. Being away from you - losing my parents.." He continued, probably saying everything what was in his mind right now - "I thought about you almost everyday we've been separated, Ayame."
"You mean a lot more than you think, idiot." He said quietly - too quiet for her to hear.
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Post by hannah on Jul 2, 2011 3:16:45 GMT -5
Pulling away gently, she looked at the floor beneath them. They were only inches apart, but he still felt miles away. She wanted to hug him again, but she couldn't. There was a lot she wanted to do, but now wasn't the time or place. Instead, she just smiled weakly, and nodded towards the end of the hall. As much as she didn't want him to go, she knew he had to. Dorm advisors would be scouting the halls soon.
"Thank you, Ren." she whispered. "Thank you for not forgetting about me, and for coming back. Just next time, let's keep this between the two of us."
Smiling at him one more time, she turned around to go back to her room. Hopefully, Sayuri was still asleep, but even if she wasn't, she hoped that she hadn't heard what went on.
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Post by ariana on Jul 2, 2011 3:24:33 GMT -5
As Ayame pulled away, Ren wiped away her tears. "Don't worry about it, Ayame-chan."
"Thank you for not giving up on me." He smiled and left for the door out of the Girl's Dormitory - as he looked back, he waved, not believing what just happened.
No matter how many arguments they got into, Ren always found that they'd fix things together, and they'd always be better than before.
He loved that about Ayame - knowing that whenever they both messed up, they'd always understand each other through the thick and thin and work it out.
If Ren realized anything today - it would be the fact that Ayame was special. She wasn't like any other girl -
"She's the one".
[ended]
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