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Post by karina on Aug 3, 2011 19:11:55 GMT -5
There was that blush again. Christ Daisuke would sell his soul for that blush. Yes.. even sober. But, what would he feel when this was all over? Would he be mad at himself for allowing this to happen? Or would he be mad at Chiaki for serving him the drink? He didn't think that either option was possible. What exactly was there to regret here? He was kissing his boyfriend, that wasn't a crime... that was expected. Maybe he would be a little sad that his first kiss had to be like this but that could be solved by a nice sober first kiss, his embarrassment on the other hand... that would take a long time to get over.
”Same for you~ You’re my Dai, I need you for.. uh.. stuff~”
Dai giggled into Chiaki's neck as the other boy brushed his lips against his ear. "Wha stuff?" he asked, his lips brushing the boys neck.
”Your daddy must be pretty silly, ‘cuz you’re perfect just the way you are~ ♪ I’m shure your mommy thinks so too~”
Dai smiled distantly, the thought of his father burning right through the happy haze, "You would tink that a dad that hated his son would yell at him and be mean right? Buh no...he just neber spoke to me again. Ever. No happy birfdays, so good job son, I actually didn't exist. I kinda wish he did yell because dat would mean he cared even a little." He broke eye contact with Chi, and looked down at his shirt instead, "My mom does tink I'm perfect. Dats why her and Dad would fight, I was her problem... even though she didn't see I was." Dai had to shake himself back into that numbness of the haze, unwilling to sober up just yet, especially with all that out in the opening.
He smiled sadly before raising his face closer to Chi, "I promise not to be a problem for you okay?"
(ooc: vnjnjdskncsk sorry it sucks dai kinda ruined the mood.)
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Post by true on Aug 3, 2011 21:41:40 GMT -5
"Wha stuff?" Dai asked, brushing his lips against his neck. Chi felt himself quiver a little - fuck, he'd never reacted this way towards someone else's touch. It was a new experience, but it felt great; he'd be fine doing this sober, too, though he wasn't so sure about the other boy. "Everything! Anything!~" Chi giggled, Dai's fingertips had started to tickle.
Dai's happy mood deflated the moment Chi mentioned his father - how deep did these scars run? He didn't like the way Dai acted like it was all trivial, and he hated the idea of anyone ostracizing him. Even though they'd only been together for a month at most, the idea of doing anything to hurt Dai was as inconcievable in every single way. Concerned, Chi backed his head away slightly, cupping Dai's head between his little hands. "It sounds like it was your daddy's fault," Chi mused, looking down into his gorgeous baby blues. "You're... um... you're not a problem. You shouldn't think that waaaaaaaaaay~"
Fuck, none of that was even remotely helpful. Chi made a mental note - which, hopefully he would remember come morning - to address the issue when the two of them were soberer. "Uh.. Like I said, you've never been a problem to me, Dai~su~ke, and I'm preeeeeetty shure you'll never be~"
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Post by karina on Aug 4, 2011 13:38:54 GMT -5
He hated that he ruined the mood with his stupid little story, but his loose lips didn't know when to shut up. Probably just releasing all of the words that he has had bottled up for a very long time. You would think that releasing all of that would be like a weight off his shoulders, and it kind of was, but that weight was quickly replaced by the weight of feeling like a burden to Chi. This wasn't the worst that could happen to someone, but Dai hated sharing his story with people, especially people he loved because... he hated putting that burden on them.
"It sounds like it was your daddy's fault, You're... um... you're not a problem. You shouldn't think that waaaaaaaaaay~"
Agree and end the conversation. That was the best way to get off the topic of himself. That was the advice he lived on. Whenever you're in a conversation where you accidentally blurb about yourself, just smile and nod to whatever the person says to you about the subject and move on. "Yeah it probably is." Dai smiled, looking up at Chi, "Okay I won't!" Dai laughed, trying to change the mood back into the happy one.
Change. The. Subject.
Inner Daisuke was screaming as Chi said, "Uh.. Like I said, you've never been a problem to me, Dai~su~ke, and I'm preeeeeetty shure you'll never be~"
Change it. Do something spontaneous. Hurry.
So he did the first thing he thought of doing, he flipped the tables. Dai maneuvered himself into a position that he could safely grab a hold of Chi and flip him over so that Dai was now looking down at Chi, the small boy's legs still wrapped around his hips. "We should do something fun, we should go and make some more burgers." Even drunk Daisuke had no idea what this position implied, clueless.
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Post by true on Aug 4, 2011 19:26:40 GMT -5
Even though Dai'd agreed with everything Chi had said, there was something off about it, something that made it seem like he hardly meant his response at all. He was drunk, though, and it was little more than a hunch - it was probably nothing. Still Chi found himself looking into his eyes, clumsily scrying for clues that were clearly not there, or if they were, they were veiled far too well for to him to comprehend. He'd settle for, 'something about that last sentence came off as funny...'
And then Dai flipped him over, resting on top of him with his legs still wrapped around his hips. Chi'd felt it coming - Dai's hands resting on his hips, steadying him as he prepared himself - but it took a moment for it all to register, for him to realise that that was Dai's weight and warmth pressing down on him.
Dai was lying on top of him.
Chi was in danger of melting into a puddle of lust, because, fuck, Dai was so warm and his chest kept sliding up against his pitched tent and oh, God, do that again. Fuck. Fuck. Dai looked unaware of the effect he'd had, in fact, he lacked entirely the primal, lust-charged grin that Chi'd placed on him while his brain was still recovering from the initial shock of being turned around.
"We should do something fun, we should go and make some more burgers." Dai said, making it apparent that their minds had been in two separate places. Chi took a deep breath, trying to force away fantasies of what Dai could be doing to him at that very moment, what they could be doing together. No, that wouldn't be okay; it was one thing to make out while drunk, it was another to lose your V-Card. He'd never let that happen, no matter how drunk he was.
"I... er. I might burhn daon the houuuuse if I cook, Dai~" Chi giggled, unclamping his legs from his sides and sliding out from underneath. Arms stretched high above his head, his legs wobbled slightly as he stood. "I have a better... lawn? plot? no, waaaaaait, I meant plan!" Fishing his wallet out of his back pocket, he was pleased to see that there was plenty of money kept inside. "The night's shtill young... lesh go on an advenshurrrrrr!~"
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Post by karina on Aug 5, 2011 0:26:15 GMT -5
Dai was probably more clueless about his actions when he was drunk then when he was sober. Despite the fact that he wouldn't never do something like that when he was sober, if he was in that position when he was sober... he would know exactly what he was letting on.
He couldn't deny that this position felt kind of... good, if you could even call it that. In the few seconds where Daisuke was topping his boyfriend, his body felt electrified. It was a weird feeling that he noted to try again once he was in full conscious. He really hoped he would remember, because it would just be wrong to forget a feeling like that. Daisuke sneaked in a few kisses before the other boy slipped out from under him.
Now on all fours, Daisuke pouted, missing the heat from the other boy. "Come baccccckkk." he whined, getting off his hands and just sitting on the ground.
"I have a better... lawn? plot? no, waaaaaait, I meant plan! The night's shtill young... lesh go on an advenshurrrrrr!~"
Dai had one of those mischievous fun loving grins plastered on his face, as he leaned closer to Chi, "Otay! Buh wha do you wanna do?"
(ooc: ugu i suck)
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Post by true on Aug 5, 2011 0:44:31 GMT -5
"Come baccccckkk." Dai whined, looking pretty ridiculous as he pouted on all fours. Chi couldn't help but giggle a little - and as much as he wanted to go back, his conscience wouldn't let him. They'd gone far enough for one night. A mischevious grin appeared on his face as Chi mentioned going on an adventure; good, an adventure would be a nice distraction from how much he wanted to tackle Dai to the ground again. "Otay! Buh wha do you wanna do?"
Chi put a finger to his lips, making a quiet, 'hmm' noise to indicate that he was thinking. "I dunno yet.. but I got lotsch of monies!" Chi reached down and took a hold of one of Dai's hands, pulling him up onto his feet. "C'mon! Advenshuuuuuuuuuuuuuure!~ ☆" Dragging Dai off in some random direction, Chi was certain that they'd find something to do.
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