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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 0:35:23 GMT -5
"Ahh.." He was surprised by the grip on his hand now, but he didn't pull away. Instead he laced his fingers through Hara's almost instinctively, and didn't even notice that he'd done it. Instead his focus was on Hara's words.
"No," he admitted. "Not with her." How could it be great if it was just a random girl who he felt nothing for? Exactly.. it couldn't. He didn't say anything else for a while -- he couldn't think of what to say to any of that -- until a question popped into his head. "How many girls have you kissed, Hara?"
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 0:44:06 GMT -5
"Not with her," Hara mimicked. He didn't realize it, but his mouth had formed into a frown. He was obviously jealous. Jealous on how Izanagi got taken away by someone weaker than Hara.
"I kissed... no girls. Hah, so what?" he shrugged. He looked at the red head with snake eyes. "Would you feel like a man if I was the one who kissed you then? Would that make you feel powerful, darling?"
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 0:49:30 GMT -5
"Don't mock me," Izanagi argued, although he honestly didn't really care too much about that. He smiled faintly as he sensed the jealousy. He didn't know why, but for some reason he made him feel better, and maybe a bit bolder.
"Ah, so I got a kiss before you?" The ginger pointed out, his small smile turning into a smirk instead. It was replaced by a nervous expression quickly, though, as Hara asked those things. "You keep saying stuff like that but you're not actually doing any of it."
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 1:02:40 GMT -5
God damn it. Hara lifted his chin at the ginger. "Yeah. You did. Are you proud?" The teen put on his smirk upon hearing the boy's remark.
Not doing it? Hara felt his body jolt. He inched closer to the boy and pulled him by the collar. He placed his lips against Izanagi with all his effort. He tried to calm down the roughness, but he wanted to leave a mark on the boy. Hara trailed down to his neck and made sure he marked his territory. He released and lifted his chin once more. "There, I did it. What're you going to say now, faggot?"
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 1:10:34 GMT -5
"I.." What was he supposed to say? He was surprised that Hara had even done it and he especially couldn't just come up with something so easily. Instead, to cover that up, he decided to go in for more and found himself kissing the other teenager again, lingering for a moment before he pulled back, the same smile from earlier on his face again.
"Does.. Does that mean I got your first kiss?" Iza had no idea why the thought made him happy, but he just looked away now shyly. He could still feel the goosebumps that had rose and they weren't going away anytime soon.
"Also, I don't think you have the right to call me faggot anymore."
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 1:22:04 GMT -5
Hara bit down his tongue. He wanted to kill himself for doing that. Did this Izanagi kid have that much of an effect on him? "... So what if you did? Doesn't mean you should get cocky, Izanagi."
Oops. He had let his name slip out instead of an insult. Why... Shit... Hara rolled his eyes at the smart alec in front of him. "Look," he began. "That kiss meant nothing, all right? I just wanted to prove my fucking point, hermit."
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 1:33:58 GMT -5
"I'm not.. getting cocky.. I just.. I'unno." He shrugged and his hands were placed in his jacket pockets again. Oh, he noticed that name slip and it honestly surprised him. "Ha.. You said.." Once more, his voice stopped working. He took a moment and then coughed, unsure of what to say to that.
"Right. Nothing." His mood was suddenly becomimg worse as time went on. He touched his neck for a moment before scratching the back of it. "Ah.. What now? Wanna do something else?"
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 1:43:18 GMT -5
The teen ignored the redheads' words and instead, kept a steady expression on his emotions. I shouldn't even be caring about them, so why the hell am I? Hara was confused with his own actions, but that didn't stop him from going along with Izanagi. He raised a hand and patted the redhead. "You're the boyfriend, think of something before I change my mind."
Hara felt weird for trying to comfort him. He needed to fix himself soon or he'd start falling. "I mean... It's not like I want to keep going with you or anything, Ginger."
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 1:50:34 GMT -5
So he was still going along with the boyfriend thing, even though he had practically just messed with Iza's heart by saying it meant nothing? Huh.. "Okay.. I'll.. Wanna get something to eat?" he suggested. Izanagi was kind of hungry, after all..
"Then you don't have to stay." His tone was flat, but the ginger wanted Hara to say he would so bad.. He didn't want him to go yet.
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 2:04:52 GMT -5
Hara still sensed the sadness that was in Izanagi's throat. He removed his hand from his redhead and closed his eyes with narrowed eyebrows. "You can't just shove your girlfriend out. Besides, I'd rather stay with the Ginger who took my first kiss."
Hara sneered and he exhaled. He scratched the back of his neck to see the innocent boy look so down on their date. With a sigh, he used his hand to hold the others chin up. And he planted another kiss. "Don't make me do that again, all right?" Hara felt a little frustrated, but he was more concerned on why he was feeling so weird.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 2:15:14 GMT -5
"Why are you still calling yourself my girlfriend? I thought we were past that by now." Then again, Izanagi didn't actually mind, especially when Hara kept saying things like 'your.' Mine.. he thought, but shook his head to clear his mind of those things. He didn't need to be thinking about someone who apparently felt nothing towards him.
"O-oh, really?" he asked. "Then you can stay, I guess, if you want.." He was going to talk more, but Hara had kissed him before he could. He looked up at the other teenager with a confused expression, his cheeks becoming pink again. "W-what was.. that for?" he asked, but didn't argue. In fact, he just didn't mind anymore. Although it did make him feel weirder and weirder every time. "You wouldn't have done it if you didn't want to in the first place.."
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 2:34:59 GMT -5
"Fine. If not girlfriend, then would you prefer boyfriend? Or love?" Hara almost gagged after saying the word love, but he held it back. Love to him was gross-- something that he wouldn't fall in. He lifted one side of his mouth and let it drop again.
Why the hell is he being so calm about this? Compared to him, I feel... unrequited. God damn it all.
"I did it because I wanted to do it to my date-- but don't get any weird thoughts," he explained. I didn't mean it like that. Hara pinched his nose bridge in hopes that he wouldn't regret his feelings. "Hold my hand and walk me to another booth like a good date or I'll blow up your room."
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 7:18:46 GMT -5
Izanagi bit his lip and shook his head. "But.. You're not really.. Ugh, never mind." He wasn't sure where he had been going with that, but the redhead had obviously dropped it at this point as he found himself reaching for Hara's hand again.
"Weird thoughts?" Iza repeated as he started walking. What was considered a weird thought? Well, as he thought the situation over, he figured that he'd already been thinking enough.. "weird" things that night, bur he wouldn't mention them.
His attention was on the booths as he pulled Hara along with him, glancing back at him once. When had this become almost normal to Izanagi? Holding Hara's hand had started to feel kind of.. right. Was that the word?
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 12:16:09 GMT -5
Hara ignored the words that Izanagi never seemed to finish. Despite ignorance, there was action. Their hands were mingled together, fingers intertwined. It made Hara turn his head a little, but only to find his golden hues travel back to the redhead.
He felt it. He felt his cheeks warm up. You have got to be kidding me... he groaned in his head.
The other boy was finally initiative-- which made Hara gain a little respect for him. But he wanted to keep trying to kick the poor boy down as if this was a competition. "Where are you taking me?" Hara tried sounding as if he had everything under control. Which, he was starting to lose a grip of.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 15:26:06 GMT -5
Even though he had meant to keep quiet about it, Izanagi couldn't help but blurt out his question. "You blushin', Hara?" he questioned, feeling a little proud of himself for getting the other teenager to do that. However, he wouldn't show that and instead decided to go with the teasing option instead. "Cute."
He looked ahead of them again and kept walking, not answering the other at first since he didn't actually know where he was going. "You'll see," he finally managed. That would work for now.. He glanced over at some of the booths they passed, trying to decide on something. There were a few food booths, one of which Izanagi had heard rumors about saying that some students would sell alcohol behind it, and the others being just the normal that you would see at these types of places.
He finally stopped in place without warning and looked at Hara. "Do you want anything to eat? I can pay." Of course that might have meant that Iza would have to skip out on his next school lunch, but whatever.
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