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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 22:32:20 GMT -5
"I didn't know we were literally considering this a date until afterwards," Iza explained. "Besides, even if I did know, it would have just been a joke anyways, right? As if you would go out on a date with a virgin like me, right?" His tone was serious, all traces of the happiness he had earlier completely gone. He wouldn't look Hara in the eye and instead just looked down at his shoes, kicking at the ground a little bit.
"No. Not everything." Izanagi wasn't lying; he knew that all of it couldn't have been a lie, right? Especially.. that one part. "I know you did tell the truth at least once.. didn't you? When you said it all meant nothing? That definitely wasn't a lie." And the redhead believed that. Of course, even if it actually did mean something to Iza, it meant nothing to Hara, so what was the point in trying to be nice right now?
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 22:49:31 GMT -5
A coy grin appeared on Hara's face as he saw the redheads face go all serious. "Well, might as well be a date if we were calling ourselves boyfriend and girlfriend, right?" Hara took his hands out of his pockets and walked back to where Izanagi was awkwardly standing.
"You're right. I wouldn't date a virgin like you," he mumbled loud enough for the other to hear. "So what am I still doing here?" The teen let out a tired sigh. He sighed way too much that night.
"What the HELL? Why don't you tell me if that was a lie or not?" ... This idiot is making me do this more than once. With that thought, he lift Izanagi's chin and kissed him again. Their noses rubbed against each other and that reminded Hara of how innocent he was. The feeling of the other made him blush, but he took no note of that. He would've denied it, anyways. After a moments time, he pulled away and stared dully into the redheads hues. "Tell me," he said.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 23:04:25 GMT -5
"Whatever. It still doesn't count as cheating, because you have to be dating someone to cheat, and I'm not dating you," he said flatly, still not looking at him. He bit his lip to hold back his own sigh and just shook his head, only choosing now not to show that Hara was able to get to him. "Yea, why ARE you still here?" he asked, honestly curious. "I'm surprised that you haven't ditched me by now."
Somehow, the other teenager always had a way of making the ginger feel stupid. He was about to answer that 'no, it wasn't a lie,' but before he could, Hara kissed him once more. He wasn't sure how to react at first, but after a moment he just kissed the other back. For some reason, the kiss seemed to last forever in his mind, but as soon as it was over, he felt that he happened way too quickly. It left the fifteen year old with a red face, but not only that, it also had his heartbeat quickening a little. He wasn't used to that, so it caught him by surprise.
"I.. Maybe it was. Y-you tell me."
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 23:19:14 GMT -5
After the kiss, Hara pursed his lips together. "Damn it. Are you that dense? It wasn't a lie. I don't do that to strangers," the teen sighed. It was pointless on telling Izanagi how he felt. He wouldn't understand. Hara glared into redhead's eyes for a long moment before making a move.
He ruffled Izanagi's hair. "I'll only be honest this one minute. You better listen or I'll burn all your clothes," he demanded. "You're making me feel all funny and it pisses me off. But I can't drive myself to walk away from you. You were the best and worst thing of today." Hara started to awkwardly play with the insides of his cardigan. "Just stay, Iza." And the minute was up. Hara held the confident look on his face once again and it wasn't going to go away for a while now. Or so he hopes.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 24, 2011 23:31:31 GMT -5
"Oh.. Really?" he asked, but he wasn't completely convinced, and even though he didn't say so, it was obvious by his facial expression. "Fine.. I believe you." That wasn't exactly the truth, but then again, what was the difference between the truth and a lie now? He couldn't tell at this point. "But you don't act like it."
He blinked when he felt the hand touch his hair, but didn't do anything to make it go away this time. He was just letting Hara do what he wanted now. "Ah.." Izanagi was surprised that the older guy had actually told him the truth, but he wasn't complaining. "Hmm.." The ginger reached for Hara's hand now, pausing before taking it. He didn't want to bug him... "Fine, I'll stay."
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Post by hara on Aug 24, 2011 23:41:54 GMT -5
"How the hell would I act like it? It just... happens," Hara explained as he moved his gaze and fixated it on something else. His hand was still on Izanagi's warm head, but it became even warmed once his hand was touched by the others'.
Still having a tint of pink remaining on his cheeks, he tried defending himself for whatever reason. "But if you don't want to stick around with a devil like me, then you can go. It's not like I can plant bombs underneath your mattress before you get home. There's not enough time to do that." Well that came out completely and utterly wrong. "What I mean is-- you don't have to force yourself, I guess." Hara tried sounding dead. He didn't want pity or desperation.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 0:00:00 GMT -5
Izanagi smiled softly, shaking his head. "Never mind.. Just forget it." He looked away as well, but found his gaze returning to Hara shortly afterwards. "...Ah.. Are you blushing again, gir--.. boyfriend?" Of course he was just playing around; he loved messing with Hara now.
"I'm not leaving unless you tell me to," Iza said with a laugh. He just looked up at Hara before deciding to be a bit bolder. He leaned up and gave Hara a kiss on the cheek, but that was it. He wasn't going to do anything else on his own.
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 0:14:46 GMT -5
Feeling relieved that the boy was smiling, Hara sighed. Being around this guy was tiring him out. He made him angry, but in a teasing way. So that's how he plays. "I'm blushing?" The teen asked as he placed his fingertips on his cheeks. "I'm not fucking blushing, Iza. You're imagining things again."
"I'm not leaving unless you tell me to," the voice reprimanded in his mind. That'd be never. Idiot, I was the one who told you to stay... ugh. But then before Hara could open his mouth to say anything, he felt the lips of the redhead on his cheek. "What was that for?"
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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 0:22:43 GMT -5
Izanagi frowned momentarily, but his smile quickly came back soon enough. "Imagining it? I'm not so sure.." he disagreed. "You.. Haha.. You just keep denying it all you want." The redhead was just happy that Hara had stuck to 'Iza' instead of calling him 'hermit' or 'virgin.'
He wasn't exactly sure what it was for. He had just had the impulse to do it. "I don't know.. I'm sorry."
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 0:29:18 GMT -5
Hara snapped his neck to turn and face nothing. "Whatever. Just take me somewhere else now. I don't want to get any closer to you than I already am." His words sounded funny, but when he tried to edit it in his mind, he couldn't.
Scratching his arm and feeling the cool October wind underneath his palm and fingers, Hara was thinking. He was thinking of how he liked having a... partner? That's not the word.
"Hurry up," he rushed. "Time isn't going to stand still forever, hermit Iza." It was better this way, right? It was better if Hara threw away those feelings once he gets home. I don't think I can at this rate, he doubted.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 0:36:22 GMT -5
"Where.." Izanagi began, not sure what place to go to now. He wasn't hungry anymore and, quite frankly, he was getting tired but he wasn't going to show that. Iza normally went to bed early unless he was watching an anime or playing on his Gamecube.
"I-I'm thinking!" he almost whined. He tried to hold back the yawn that was coming, but it was unavoidable. Iza sighed. "Why can't we just sit down.. or something.. What's wrong with getting close to me? Do yoyu not like me all of a sudden?"
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 0:46:58 GMT -5
The tears were forming in Izanagi's eyes. They were either from slow sudden sadness or fatigue. "What, are you getting tired or are you crying? We can just always go back and crash, hermit."
The abrupt question made Hara's heart skip a beat without his consent. The key words that triggered that was not and like. "I like you," he quickly said. FUCK. "I mean, you're my date. I can't hate you." Hara trailed off. He had hope it didn't sound too threatening or else he'd be dealing with another sad Izanagi.
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Post by izanagi on Aug 25, 2011 0:51:55 GMT -5
"I-I'm not crying! I don't cry." He might have been a baby, but he wasn't that bad. He looked up at Hara and just shook his head. "But I am tired.. Ah.. If you want to."
Izanagi raised an eyebrow but didn't question Hara as he corrected himself. He was too tired to care. "Okay, okay, I get it. Can we just go? You lead the way this time."
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Post by hara on Aug 25, 2011 1:01:45 GMT -5
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